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gif-guy:

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I’m gonna really try
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So I know I sound like a broken record every time I post something, but I don’t know how else to express myself. I can’t speak out loud where I’m living, I don’t want to cause anger or resentment towards me because of my feelings.

I feel terrible more and more each day. I don’t see the solution to my situation and it’s honestly driving me insane. My life is ruined, I’m homeless and have nothing but a few clothes and one pair of shoes. They’re gonna wear down one day and I won’t have any money to replace them. I can’t live like this.

One mistake that one makes and it tears everything apart. I’ve lost my family, my friends, the one I love and even though I’ve read so many stories about people keeping their faith and being able to survive and overcome their struggles; I can’t seen to move forward. I try so hard each and every day not to break down but this stress and anxiety don’t help one bit.

Others tell me to keep my head up and things will get better. I can’t, I honestly can’t. My sadness consumes me every day and I cry in the shower almost daily. I don’t want anyone to hear me so I turn the fan on in the bathroom and just bawl my eyes out till my head hurts.

I’m lonely. I’m depressed and it hurts to get up each morning without a solid goal set for myself each day. I can’t take this anymore. I don’t want this! I don’t deserve this!

All I ever do is love…love and lose. This whole experience made me realize many things but it’s really hard for me to let go and just go. I want my old life back with a few tweaks. I want to love comfortably, be happy, be loved and be able to love. I want my space!!! I want my space and just be alone to sort my thoughts and take firm steps toward a brighter future with all of my friends beside me, helping me get through this. It’s all gone now cause I screwed it up and I regret it every single day.

I don’t want to go through this alone. I fear I may become bitter. I’m not a bad person, I’m not and I don’t sleep, I hardly want to eat, I’ve lost a lot of myself….this is hard on me. I need an escape, but how? Where? My hopes and dreams will live forever inside my head… I don’t know how much more I can handle. I want this to end…I’ve never felt so alone in my entire life…
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I can only hope
I can only hope
I can only hope
I can only hope
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I miss my baby girl…
I miss my baby girl…
I miss my baby girl…
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kodamaface:

anostalgicnerd:

This was one of the most baffling things of my whole childhood.

OHMYGOD I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO REMEMBERS THIS 


Adore this!!!
kodamaface:

anostalgicnerd:

This was one of the most baffling things of my whole childhood.

OHMYGOD I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO REMEMBERS THIS 


Adore this!!!
kodamaface:

anostalgicnerd:

This was one of the most baffling things of my whole childhood.

OHMYGOD I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO REMEMBERS THIS 


Adore this!!!
kodamaface:

anostalgicnerd:

This was one of the most baffling things of my whole childhood.

OHMYGOD I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO REMEMBERS THIS 


Adore this!!!
kodamaface:

anostalgicnerd:

This was one of the most baffling things of my whole childhood.

OHMYGOD I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO REMEMBERS THIS 


Adore this!!!
kodamaface:

anostalgicnerd:

This was one of the most baffling things of my whole childhood.

OHMYGOD I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO REMEMBERS THIS 


Adore this!!!
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funny-gif-1:

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I do…
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gif-guy:

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Amazing lol
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I used to think that the worst thing in life was to be alone.

It’s not.

The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone.

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Robin Williams (via thesecretdiaryofjake)

Definitely…RIP Robin 😞

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t-rexan:

impactprincess:

fintonmusic:

supahjewelz:

I thought we were having a moment…you ruined it

I’m crying

Omgomg


I have died

Awesome
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